Appearance of Nothing forsaken

You're at a turning point
Where do you belong?
Whatever you decide
I'll be holding your hand
every single day
you smile and walk away
carrying demons deep inside
no one ever meets them
Is it worth the fighting?
Is it worth the tears?
A million times you've drowned
in desperation
on and on it goes
you hide behind your smile
sometimes a tear breaks through
the mask of sorrow
forsaken and left behind
I hold you close, I hold you tight
a shining star goes astray
so far away
Can't free you from this
the pain and misery
a veil of shame and grief and disappointment
you have been hurt before
but nothing was like this
one last look behind
before you leave the stage
forsaken and left behind
I hold you close, I hold you tight
a shining star gone astray
so far away
small fragments of another life
stalking shadows lay behind
looking up to a cloudless sky
I walked with you,
but now I wonder why
a look behind but now I see
why am I here?
do I wonder why
you let me down and took her hand?
this is a time of failing
this is a time of loss
this is the time deciding
over my own life