I tried to forget
The memories there were left
Implanted in my head
And the darkness that was spread
I can't say it was all for nothing
But I'm swimming in circles
And I can't touch the bottom
And here I am
In the fight again
Picturing
That it's not happening
Just keep imagining
The chains unraveling
Remembering
What it was to be
Another name another face
In this sea of grief
Not listening
To the voice inside my head
It screams my name to give me strength
To break through these chains
And here I am
In the fight again
Picturing
That it's not happening
Just keep imagining
The chains unraveling
Here it comes
Into my sight and then
3-2-1…
I close my eyes again
Just keep imagining
That it's not happening