Asphyxia rotten from the inside

i behaved as they said
i left my feelings behind
inner rage in my rotten lungs
facing truth is intricate
one glance
one thought
i left my feelings behind
theres nothing back
one voice one shout
youre nothing but a lie
one voice one shout
youre nothing but a lie
i stare at you but i cant
all the things ive been afraid of have remained
i cannot just say a word
i dont have a place in this world