I took a bloodoath with the demon inside
I'm wearing armour facing inwards just to keep
the dream, the lies alive.
I pledged allegiance to the mask covering my face
I'm the stranger inside, stranger inside.
The panic attacks, the panic reminds me
of chapters I never wrote
What I am and what I'm not
And I know so well
that you would accept it
well I'm sorry, but I never did
Missunderstandings
the memories I don't have
the chapters I never got to write
they haunt me
every day and every night
and they'll surely do
as long as I'm alive
The chapters I never wrote
all of the things I did not do
chapters I never wrote
will be the end of me