Atrium alive

Searching for a sign there's something left inside.
Losing my hold, I've finally lost control.
All my mistakes have led me to this place.
I'm about to break.
I've finally found the truth.
With nothing left to lose,
I'm falling faster into you.
There's nowhere left to hide.
Inside I'm terrified
Of what I'll do to feel alive.
I think I've always known
I'm better off on my own.
And I'll always push you away,
Because I'm so ashamed
Of all that I've done.
What have I become?
I've finally found the truth.
With nothing left to lose,
I'm falling faster into you.
There's nowhere left to hide.
Inside I'm terrified
Of what I'll do to feel alive.