Attic Abasement no means why

Believe in everything lately
Remembering a little less
What else to make of nothing left
Some people stay alive, put on a suicide face
And stop looking like they're still pretty
My name's the same
Am I someone I think I am?
Who wants anyone
States and moments of clarity
Keep reliving impossible fantasties
Who wants anyone
Who wants anyone
You've been sleeping for hours
Watch me chase dreams I don't have
And wait for me to come home to be left alone