Autovein hard as it is

I thought I'd go where everyone goes
The place where I find answers to everything
I thought I knew what everyone knows
I never dream that I try anything
As hard as it is, I'm trying not
I'm trying not to run from you
Tell me your dream, take it so far
Not what you seem but I'll see anything
I thought I'd do this on my own
I never sat this long alone, I am on the outside
Figured it out ,know what I want
There is no doubt that I'd do anything
As hard as it is, I'm trying not
I'm trying not to run from you
As hard as it is, I'm trying not
I'm trying not to run from you
I'm trying not to run
I'm buried and I'm done
I'm trying not to run
I'm broken and I'm numb
I'm trying not to run
I'm buried and I'm done
I'm trying not to run
I'm broken and I'm numb
I'll run from