I've lost all my patience
I've lost all my patience
and I'm becoming a negative person
Now I'm struggling to stop my self from breaking out.
I try to be speak positive, to inspire kindness but I have fallen short of my own words
I can so easily be filled with hate
and take it out on those around me
I won't let this hold me down.
I won't let this break me,
I won't fall to my knees,
Ill break these chains that hold me back!
I need to gain control before I become what i'm trying to change
I will act out my own words I will end this war.
No matter how hard I try
I cannot deny the person I've become.
What happened to the love and care?
That was once there.
Yet I continue to fail myself, I'm full of resentment,
I can't see past this darkness, I struggle to see the light.
I won't let this break me, I won't fall to my knees, Ill break these chains that hold me back! I need to gain control before I become what i'm trying to change I will act out my own words I will end this war.
I need to escape this state of immorality