Ayoho winter

I was lost in the endless winter
I thought I could find a reason to stay strong
Well I could blame myself and sink my life like a stone in the river
But I will keep my head up
even though my heart hurts so much
I can't tell a lie if I hide myself in my shelter
I get lost when the winter calls for its whims
My freedom should not depend on changes brought by the seasons
So I'll encourage myself
No, there's no reason to stay
Maybe it's the winter
that freezes our past
I'll maybe find the answer
in the coldest heart
Maybe, it was our selfishness
what marked the pages of our lives