Basement breathe

Smile, like it was yesterday.
Make me believe that you're the same.
Speak, tell me that you're ok.
I'll keep biting on my tongue.
I am looking at your face,
As if we never made mistakes.
Breathe, take in everything.
Become a person that I hate.
I am looking at your face,
As if we never even made mistakes.
If I close my eyes, for long enough.
Would I die, or would I just get lost?
You could find me, if you cared enough.
But I'm hoping you don't.
If I close my eyes for long enough would I die?
I cannot pretend I haven't tried.
I am hoping that you don't find me.