Beacons strangled

Darker and darker my mind is going farther away from me
Will I be able to see myself
Getting over this?
I will never neglect you, I will never forget you
I re-live your final days everytime I close my eyes
Everytime I see you
Struggling with this constant ruthless disease
There was nothing I could do
Eight years ago today
How did the time slip away?
For so long I sat and watched her decay
I Watched her fall further away
The struggle never ends and all the days they blend
I'm down here keeping on but it's been so hard with you gone
(With you gone)
My mind is growing dark
Every thought I have is dead I cannot get these images out of my head
My mind is growing dark, every thought I have is dead, I cannot get these images out of my head
I can't get up, fuck
Cold skin, brittle bones, strangled alive, I'm all alone
I'm scarred forever and I am strangled to death
I'm all alone