One foot in the door, I try to resist the temptation
to yell. âLetâs talk this out calmly dear, I know
youâre going to hell.â When I hear you question me,
my calmness subsides.
âWhy the fuck where you and him together? Now
you've crossed the line.â
âMy love, donât cry. I wonât hurt you yet.â What
happened between you two wonât happen again.
âBut darling, you know that weâre just friends.â
âYouâre words are useless when Iâm in this state!
Show me you love me, donât talk anymore. I've
trusted your words before; I wonât make the same
mistake.â
As we argue back and forth I start seeing through
your lies. Showing me false admiration, why should
I even try? The devotion we once has is unquestionably
gone. Lie to me once more and Iâll take
away your tongue.
âClose your eyes. One more lie. Close your eyes.
Clear your mindâ
You take a step towards me with your arms open
wide. My hand rest on your hips and embrace
ever so tight. I turn my head to the right and smile,
ecstasy fills my veins. This is how weâre meant to
be. I hope you feel the same.
âYou say, âI love you,â
âYou fucker, thatâs untrue!â I told you what Iâd do
if you lied!â
As I swing at you with my knife, my brother
defends your life. âI knew it was true! Iâll fucking
torture you two!â âYour blood will stain these walls,
and the image will stay in my mind. This isnât over,
now, but itâs almost your time!â
I drop my weapon and smile, âYou two aren't worth
anything. I see you donât understand what you've
done. I no longer have what meant most to me!
What would you like me to do now?!â
âHoney, why donât you try calming down?â
âARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING BITCH?
DONâT MAKE ANOTHER SOUND!â
âMy love, donât cry. I wonât hurt you yet.â What
happened between you two wonât happen again.
âBut darling, you know that weâre just friends.â
âWhat a fucking lie! Why did you try that shit?
Itâs too late now, the damage is done.â I hear my
brother scream at me. Oh this is going to be fun.
As we argue back and forth I start seeing through
your lies. Showing me false admiration, why should
I even try? The devotion we once has is unquestionably
gone. Open your mouth once more and Iâll take
away your tongue.