Benighted Soul wrong reflection

Sometimes, its just a single word that is uncalled-for
Sometimes, its just a little sign that you dare ignore.
I can barely talk to you,
I can barely hold your gaze,
I can barely understand your thoughts!
I hate these moments when youre a stranger to me,
When youre so far, so far away from what Im feeling now!
I cant play the part that you cast me for, Im sorry
I cant face this version of me you reflect like a broken mirror
Always, a little risky when you bring me there
It always starts from nothing and it leads nowhere.
You keep pushing me away,
Am I supposed to suffer it?
Am I supposed to feel guilty about it?
What was unfair,
In my despair?
Why arent you listening to me?
What wasnt told
Behind our lies?
Why do we have to fight?