all my friends on antidepressants aren't fun anymore
I'm not fun anymore
I'm not fun
all my friends on antidepressants don't write good songs anymore
I don't write good songs anymore
I don't write songs
all my friends are dead
and I live through books instead
thinking a lot about death
cause it's all we've got left
there's no such thing as your heaven
no feeling like the present
you're just an accident
futile beings in present tense
you're not completely alone
but you're pretty damn close
our history is just an anchor of identity
to all my friends upstairs
ill quietly announce
that I've given up at last
up at last