Berenice i m lying

You taught me all I know
You opened up my eyes
But now that I have grown
You leave me no surprise
I tell you I still care
I say I want much more
But I just grin and bear
Until you're out the door
Refrain
I am lying
It's a game I'm learning to play
I am lying
I'm too cruel to give it away
Illusions are my crime
They keep me insincere
For now, i'll bide my time
It's gonna end in tears
Refrain
How long can I pretend ?
How long before I break ?
Don't want a bitter end
Is this a big mistake ?
Refrain
I am lying...
I am lying...