Beyond The Pleasure prince of chaos

I wend my way to the house of plagued beasts
There is no place for you, in my reality!
I won’t give promise, you can’t rely on me
All my thoughts are cleft, I'll only bring insanity!
My world every minute falls apart
I cannot follow through with anything without a doubt!
I'm feeling like a broken vessel despite all things
Nothing can stop the chaos, I am a part of this!
The sands of desert swallows soil at my feet
My eyes are bleeding with a fluid of dead future breed
My hands can’t find a crutch to stay without the pain
This burden’s killing me, but I will not obey!
My world will be broken up until the end of days
A song of wind and fire invokes to stop the pain
The doubts possesses me, my thoughts are twisted hard,
But I can’t stop this chaos or I will fall apart!