Big Boy one good reason

I'm no liar
You couldn't take me higher
And life is really treating me
As if it was in love with me
And yes I was erected but no
We're not connected
So even if you care for me
It doesn't mean a thing to me
Give me one good reason
Why I should not be leaving this world
This world will never be
The right place for me
One good reason
Why I should now believe in my life
My life wasn't meant to be
To last endlessly
My heart, my heart
No need to break my heart
I can do it on my own
Say goodbye and die alone
I admire the ones I set on fire
And you were really doing me
As if you were just made for me
I know that you expect it
But no I'm not affected
So even if you fight for me
It doesn't make a change for me
You end yours, I end mine
I know best when it's time to go
So let me know so
If you don't wanna be alone no
Go below and show me blow by blow