BIIAS innate

Born anxious and frail,
I've never known what's outside of my veil
Born into power and lust
I never asked for neither,
I paid no cost.
I will never know why this feeling's mine.
I'll hide now,
I'll be dancing on burning balconies.
Torn between lies and truth,
though one prevailed my naive youth.
Dare me to retrace my steps,
To repeat my tales, lies I tried to sell.
You will never know why I breathe just fine.
I breathe just fine.
it's like I've never seen the sun,
never been the one for exposure,
no closure.
I pose in meadows, linger in shadows.
Show my grace to you, lost myself to you.
I never seem to mend,
though I seem to blend rules of life with tales of strife.
With apathy, misantrophy, some blasphemy, my fallacy,
I proved to you, improved upon us.
Life I lost.
friendships I tossed, stiil I boast about my ghost.
I'm gone for days, lost in my gaze,
my life's a maze, an innate haze.