Revenge is not a good thing Lilly. Revenge is not a good thing Jessica. She sayâs it feels so good to hurt me. She sayâs it feels so good to make me cry. âI donât think we should meet again. I think I should forget that you exist. Youâre a curse that keeps getting worse. Now I know Iâm finally done with youâ.
I donât think that I can make this. This is so much more than I can take. This is the worst cut ever. Everything goes into a thousand pieces. Everything goes into a thousand pieces. Iâm damaging this apartment. So damn you two for making me unable to stop loving you.
I might live in an illusion but I really thought we could change the world. âNo, letâs play by the rules now Pablo. Let me show you how easily I could get laid. And how Iâve become an object, how my body is desired as a chocolate bar in schoolâ. I donât regret any of this, the endless phone calls nor the left cheek kiss.
I donât thinkâ¦
Iâm so tired of shame, of the pain that Iâve spread, of the âdonât give up âcause the good times aheadâ. So damn two for making me unable to stop loving you.