Blind for Giant kinda suicidal

Refresh your memory
And do a favor
Make your mind
It's a request
From here, the countryside
You now believe
This is running in silence
Will you try again the suicide?
A marvelous aging
Like a bottle of the finest wine
Pretending to drain
Your own fierce strike
Who shook me up
Who left me down?
Who tore us both
And made me small?
It's the beggining
Your haze come and take the water
Dry my fountain
Your hand's dirty, pretty stained
As your name
I'm over two decades still asking: why?
Bow down once for minors' not to fall
To be found in the crowd
Take a nap in the shouts
Is this what you want?
To be noticed, a call
For a single applause
Did you figure it out?
How did you figure it out?
Did you figure it out?