BlueGem mental circus

I am hatred, I'm the chaos inside
I control you, there's no way you can hide
All that I wanna be
keeps you inside of me
I'm not gonna set you free this time
Help me, god help me
I'm afraid
Evil, I'm evil
I can't escape this fate
I'm a murderer, I'm the fear in your head
I'm a demon, makes you screaming for help
It's not who I wanna be
It's not who you wanna see
It's just a horrible memory
I won't let the demon inside take over
I can see clearly now
I see the future now
I don't want the sun to fade away
Mental Circus, my own circus
welcome to the mental circus
Mother, father, tell me why
questions killing me
no one can see
can see
I wanna fly away someday
Far far away from you
from you