Blutengel killing memories alternative

I'm looking out of the window
I'm counting the raindrops on the window pane
The hours are passing by
And every second i miss you more
I pray that the night will never come
I'm so afraid to close my eyes
I don't want to see you in my dreams
Because this memory is killing me
I can't believe that i couldn't save your soul
but i can't even save myself
I wish i could be strong enough to follow you
So we can be reunited in another world
I pray that the night will never come
I'm so afraid to close my eyes
I don't want to see you in my dreams
Because this memory is killing me
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to dream of you
I pray that the night will never come
I'm so afraid to close my eyes
I don't want to see you in my dreams
Because this memory is killing me