Bnice ~ The Novice wrong direction

You always said we'd be together forever
but there's remnants of your necklace laying on my dresser
I'm feeling less than feeling better
and this pain in my chest feeling like my
soul done been laid to rest
I'm losing focus I'm feeling I'm hopeless
These hard lessons got me second guessing
and the cigarettes got me less stressing
and the hard liquor on my breaths just another confession
I'm reaching out for someone's blessing
It seems I'm going in the wrong direction
thought I was strong but its the wrong impression
cause all alone it's a deep depression
try to carry on with a weak expression suffered through
enough of life's deceptions to figure out it's just a love rejection.
Cause the words you said so softly
seems I'm going in the wrong direction
I figured out its just a love rejection
Imperfection my attentions in the rear view
and these fierce tears keep on piercing through
and they blurring up this clear view and it's skewed
and for the past several years it appeared you
never knew how much it hurt (the truth)
And the words I projected never really connected
Cause you was to hard pressed to ever even let it
I tried to resurrect the love and protect it forget it
Broken promises and feelings left misconstrued
For better or worse shame the better would never do
and now I'm learning how to make due minus you
I've falling through the cracks of this self reflection
prescription addicited neglected disconnected
reminiscing in reverse introspective
It seems I'm going in the wrong direction
I figured out its just a love rejection
Yeah cause the words you said so softly
Seems I'm going in the wrong direction
I figured out its just a love rejection
yeah cause the words you said so softly
Seems I'm going in the wrong direction
I figured out its just a love rejection.