Bonfires slow collapse

Growing up I used to tell myself that every thing I did was for a reason
Then you blew in on a southern breeze and changed every ambition
I never knew how much you changed me
Until the day I walked away
I never knew that everything I would say would one day become irrelevant
So tell me again, what you said
About the way you changed and the way this ends
I just want to know how it feels to be the one who's life isn't collapsing
I never wanted it to be this way
But one day soon there will a come a day where you say
Youre my biggest regret and Ill never forget how you threw my life away
I never knew how much you changed me
Until the day I walked away
I never knew that everything I would say would one day become irrelevant
So tell me again, what you said
About the way you changed and the way this ends
I just want to know how it feels to be the one who's life isn't collapsing
I may have lost my way
And I refuse to change but you were the one who let me stay that way
I chose to walk away when you know I could have stayed
(But I'd rather let my life unfold)
I never knew how much you changed me
Until the day I walked away
I never knew that everything I would say would one day become irrelevant
So tell me again, what you said
About the way you changed and the way this ends
I just want to know how it feels to be the one who's life isn't collapsing
Are you collapsing?
Cause I'm collapsing