Bonsai Kitten virgin suicide

VIRGIN SUICIDE
I can make it hurt the less I'm not completely worthless,
I can say it clear and ample
Use me as a bad example
It's a red eye arrival,
I'm not fighting for survival
And I am not afraid to be
A stitch in life's rich tapestry
There is magic in my oblivion
Something you could not abide
It's my fair tragic Kingdom come
Sought with my virgin suicide
I keep searching till I find
Back to my virgin state of mind
The urgent drive to where I belong
Is as deep as 16 horses strong
One day I will glow as bright,
As it gets dark at night
But when the sun sets down on me
Suddenly there is agony
There is magic in my oblivion
Something you could not abide
It's my fair tragic Kingdom come
Sought with my virgin suicide
Heaven send, earth bound,
Hell bend, unsound
I'm all alone and on my own
In my comfort zone
And in spite of earths profusion
I just came to the conclusion
It got nothing I will miss
So there's no better time than this
Since there is magic in my oblivion
Something from which I cannot hide
It's my fair tragic Kingdom come
Sealed with my virgin suicide