Brighthaven aurea

I lie awake
No sleep for several nights
My patience is starting to break
I shut my eyes but I am left with no sleep
No sleep, no dreams
I can barely think
These sillhouettes on the walls
They keep on haunting me
I've had enough of these endless, sleepless fucking nights
Tired of seeing grey everywhere I go
These tears
Slowly falling down my cheek
I'm drowning underneath my skin
Time won't tell
If we'll find our way from here
When we are stuck in the same routine
Will we ever learn to see?
Emotions digging a hole in my chest
The deeper it goes the more I loose control
I loose control
No sleep, no dreams, I find myself deprived
I'm chained up inside
No key to find, no where to hide
Under the stars insomnia will thrive
Confined in my mind
I watch it all align
These tears
Slowly falling down my cheek
I'm drowning underneath my skin
Time won't tell
If we'll find our way from here
When we are stuck in the same routine
Will we ever learn to see?
I spend everynight killing time
No sleep and no dreams, why should I even try?
I'm stuck with no hope, my heart feels so cold
I spend everynight killing time
No sleep and no dreams, why should I even try?
I'm stuck with no hope, my heart feels so cold
I need to feel golden again
Ain't got enough of anything
Searching for that bliss but there's always
Something I miss
Will I find a remedy for the curse in me?
I've been dwelling in the shadows for far too long
And I've been praying for daylight to come
My heart is painted in darker colours
And god knows if there's anything beating in that chest of mine
I've been seeking out for help, but I was left with none
Help me now
Time won't tell
If we'll find our way from here
When we are stuck in the same routine
Will we ever learn to see?
I spend everynight killing time
No sleep and no dreams, why should I even try?
I'm stuck with no hope, my heart feels so cold
I need to feel golden again
I spend everynight killing time
No sleep and no dreams, why should I even try?
I'm stuck with no hope, my heart feels so cold
I need to feel golden again
I spend everynight killing time
No sleep and no dreams, why should I even try?
I'm stuck with no hope, my heart feels so cold...