Brittany Murphy if i really loved you

Oh oh!
I can't believe
What you have done
When I told you
I love you
It was the truth
But then I remembered all the pain
You brought to me
And I can see
I am happier then ever
Since you left me
And I think
If I really loved you
It couldn't be true
Cause I don't know you
I just thought
If I really loved you
I know it is over
To me and you
When I look into the mirror
I don't know what I think
Sometimes I see my face
And it's ok
But then my face is going to be yours
And I wonder why I liked this face
Before you left me
It is a monster
Now I know what my friends always have been knowing