Broken Art io

Immersed in thoughts of a life never appreciated, Am I right? Am I not wrong?
I submerge everything I can decipher
I don't circumvent but I react!
I am what you don't want,
What you can't look straight in the face
To stay and not enjoy, I influence existence
Now I'm awake, I let go of my life
It's the snow that falls in a livid hell of blood
I don't use force but rather words but never to mock
I returned from the dream, I chased it for myself.
Now I understand and I will never go back.
You must be able to defend yourself
You have never been like they wanted
Dry your face and get up again
I don't know who you are!
Tell me who you are!
But will it always be like this?
Tell me who you are!
But will it always be like this?
You didn't do what they wanted.
You never did what they wanted.
A moan, a scream that ended in a strangled sob.
You can't explain, but you think!
I don't understand: do I still live in the past?
I move away forever, I will no longer enter the world of those who are slaves of ideas
Which belongs only to the slaves of thoughts.
Inspired by life, this is me,
I think of those who were forced to learn to hate,
Now I won't suffer anymore because
What I want is to try to get out
Not I need false ideals to continue
For this reason now there is only me left around.