Call It Tragedy second of silence

No one can take the pain from me
And i will never be the same
You had known.
I lost everything.
My passion, my pride, my hope is gone
Because i‘d lost my last fight
There is only one choice
to look forward in my life,
Run away and never come back
To the place i thought i belong to
the place where i lived in misery
This war will never end
and i am here just standing still.
This second of silence could be my last!
Could be my last
I would do my best
to change my whole life,
but it‘s complicated because
i ran into my own downfall.
Just hopeless illusions
Disconnect me from death
What should i do? Where can i go?
I‘ll never have the answers
it makes me sick to see that
everything runs against me!
This war will never end
and i am here just standing still.
This second of silence could be my last!
Could be my last
Oh is it my last second of silence?
I‘ll never have the answers.
And it makes me sick
yes, it makes me sick
(i lost myself)
I lost myself in agony