wake up and I'm feeling lonely
something about the way the room smells
hide out, on a broken blanket
so tired, like an old sea shell
I smile, the day is beginning
dive down in a chlorine basin
take note of my paper skin flesh
like the conversation so dry
maybe history is best to rest
I smile, the moon is all out
wake up and I'm feeling content
I don't think I need a side by side
hideout, on a makeshift blanket
I'm alive, like a Chinese bride
I smile, the day is begun
maybe being alone is ok
maybe being afraid is ok
I can get up and feel like it's all ok
you're still trying
you're still trying
to be loved
to be loved
to be loved
to be loved
to be loved
stand up with my paranoia
I always feel you're creeping by my side
fall down on a broken floor tile
I think my knees are weak atlas for a while
I smile, the pain is begun
maybe being alone is ok
maybe being afraid is ok
I can get up and feel like it's all ok
you're still trying
you're still trying
to be loved
to be loved
to be loved
to be loved
to be loved