Carnifex answers in mourning

I can't see it but I feel it everyday
I'm watching the rain fall through this broken glass
And I'm washing the blood from
Washing the blood from my hands
I shouldn't even try, she's right
This time it's gonna take everything that I have
Everything that I have
These are letters I'll never send
Words that will go unsaid
I want you dead and bury you in the darkest part
In the darkest part of my heart
Your arms were my open grave begging me back
Like a walk through a dead winter park
It was over before the start
These are letters I'll never send
I want you dead, I want you dead