Carty heart on my sleeve

Never shoulda you I loved you.
When I knew that my heart wasn't mine to give.
Never shoulda spoken the words.
About how I would and would not live.
I don't know who I am, sifting through the lies and what is true.
I've learned a lot of things about me.
Most of which I wish I never knew.
And I don't wanna hold my head, between my knees.
And I don't wanna hold my head, in my hands.
And I don't wanna keep my heart, lodged in my throat anymore.
And I don't wanna wear my heart, out there on my sleeve.
Never shoulda you I loved you.
When I knew that my heart wasn't mine to give.
Never shoulda spoken the words.
About how I would and would not live.
I don't know who I am, sifting through the lies and what is true.
I've learned a lot of things about me.
Most of which I wish I never knew.
And I don't wanna hold my head, between my knees.
And I don't wanna hold my head, in my hands.
And I don't wanna keep my heart, lodged in my throat anymore.
And I don't wanna wear my heart, out there on my sleeve.
And I don't wanna hold my head, between my knees.
And I don't wanna hold my head, in my hands.
And I don't wanna keep my heart, lodged in my throat anymore.
And I don't wanna wear my heart, out there on my sleeve.
I don't wanna hold my head.