Cassie McIvor not quite ready yet to grieve

I never thought you'd really go
I thought I'd have you
until at least tomorrow
and with each second slipping by
I realize now that there's
no time tomorrow
And how do I move
With the rest of the world
When my hearts broken
And how do I smile
Pretend that I'm fine
now that you're gone
And how do I act like nothing is wrong
When my lifes crashing down
and I'm not quite ready yet to grieve
Sure there where days I'd had enough
Days I would think about my life
without you
If not for freedom fast enough
And now I'm wondering
If I'll ever make it through
All of the love
We thought was enough
Couldn't save us
And although we gave
the fight of our lives
To make this work
But what do I do with the rest of my time
now that you are gone
And I'm not quite ready yet to grieve
And in each second passing by
I feel emotions trapped inside
I'm waiting for the dam to break
To let the waterworks escape
When will my heart stop wanting to hold on
and just let go
And one of these days
when I have the strength
I'll change the photos
of you next to me
When things seem to fit
Not strange and afraid
One of these days that isn't quite now
I swear I'll let them go
But I'm not quite ready now
No I'm not quite ready yet to grieve
Hmmmmm