Casual Friday fomo

Hey how are you doing today?
I've been faking this smile every god damn day
for the past three months they're thinking what a shmuck
I am done. I need out
so I can see the world and all its colors while I watch the sun shine over me
the time spent wondering if everything I've done was a waste of my time. Can't make up my mind.
Should've gone to school just like my friends mistakes I haven't come to regret yet.
Oh no, I've been working to hard to realize looking back I missed the best damn parts
and this Fomo I'm feeling can't make up for the lack of time that I missed that I missed
I need to see the world and all its colors while I watch the sun shine over me
the time spent wondering if everything I've done was a waste of my time. Can't make up my mind.
Should've gone to school just like my friends mistakes I haven't come to regret yet.