It was a wonderful puddle I played in
And I was so young when it hit me
You think my life is a vacation
But I'm adjusting to this new medication
So I can feel more and care less
So I can get this shit off my chest
And you wouldn't resent me
For the stuff that I cannot do
Like waking up early
Or getting day drunk with you
It's not the fall that radicalized me
It's what happened when I hit the ground
But this is the new me
And I won't apologzie
Yeah, this is the new me
And I hope that you realize
That I was born strong, like the ones that made me
And I was made tough, like the one that raised me
This is my last call
This is my rock bottom
This is my curtain call
This is my bus ticket