Cayetana too old for this

They say just write what you know
But lately, that's been getting old
Not feeling sad about it
So I stay in on Friday night
Try to avoid those city lights
I wanna scream about it
I can't pretend that it's all good again
I can't pretend I feel the same
I can't pretend that I don't cringe a bit
When I hear you say my name
Don't say my name
And I don't wanna think about this or you anymore
They say just write what you know
But lately, that's been getting old