Oh tell me about the boy you love
And how he's gonna save you from the hell you deserve
You vandalized your past
With achievements you're making
But a splash of paint can be covered in weekday
God show me what love feels like
I've never felt it
Was it the sex I gave
The lies I told
Mistakes I've made
Or the bones I broke
To hell with you
Did I care too much
Was I just too cold
I messed it up
Now I'm all alone
To hell with you
In the morning
I take my daily dose of stress
Black out just to make it through the day
I wanna get drunk with my dead friends again
Cuz they sure knew how to fcking live
Was it the sex I gave
Or the lies I told
Mistakes I've made
Or the bones I broke
To hell with you
Did I care too much
Was I just too cold
I messed it up
Now I'm all alone
To hell with you
To hell with me too
As my hair recedes I still don't
Know what's best for me I found god
So people won't judge me
For doing absolutely nothing