Chased by Captives antidote

Oh, I'm a blessing closer to her now,
But I'm having trouble trying to figure myself out,
This mirror casts a crooked image of me,
Yet that is all I ever see
I'm an execrable soul broken down,
Chained to all the bullsht that I still doubt,
I never thought I would live on my knees,
But I'm a slave to what she believes
If you've got the antidote that's just what I need,
Maybe just some simple medicine to cure my disease,
If you've got the antidote that just what I want,
Baby bring me to my knees, 'cause I can't get enough
And I'm taken by surprise from the look in her eyes,
Covered by the colors in her iris,
I can't seem to see what she would want from me,
She said, Let me know if you dont to be the venom"
"Believe me baby nothings ever what it seems
If you've got the antidote, that's all that I want,
You're making me believe that I'm something that I'm not
If you've got the antidote that's just what I need,
Just simple medicine to cure my disease,
If you've got the antidote that's all that I want,
You're making me believe that this is said and done