It's been 7 or 8 long years
Since I gave up punching myself in the face to save my fears
And I have no lasting memories I've spent them all [?]
So kick me in the kidneys, really hard
I'm gonna write my name in blood in the backyard
Oh I'm terrified when it comes to make a muscle bound man of me
I'll be as sober as a high court judge who that gives my penalty
I'll be as happy as an unhappy person can actually be
Or a leper uninvited from the leper colony
And have you seen a smile look like a frown
Be sure to piss on it before you turn it down
How does it feel to feel like you still feel still
And how does it feel to feel like you still feel real
Kick me in the kidneys, really hard
I'm gonna write my name in blood in the backyard