Chris Murray the worlds about me

Is it time for me to take my pill,
or is it time for me to die?
All I ever wanted to is kill,
I don't even know the reason why.
What's the use in looking at the past,
I'm happy now my world is great.
For all the horrors that they cast,
I'm not evil in that kind of way.
As to choose I can't decide,
the way I lose I can't abide,
and when I win, just for the ride,
I watch the world commit suicide.
As to choose I can't decide,
the way I lose I can't abide,
and when I win, just for the ride,
I watch the world commit suicide.