Chris Rodriguez this time around

I went to any length
I gave it all my strength
But still couldn't hold it together
These are bitter winds that blow
And yet I'm learning to be still
I'm gonna let it go
And rest in Your will
This time around
Be it a cross or a crown
Lift me up or cast me down
I'm trusting in You this time around
All of those >dreams come true<
I poured myself into
Like a stream into the ocean
Now I bring this empty cup
That I wait for You to fill
I just lift it up
And rest in Your will
And round and round and round I go
And always make the same mistakes
I need Your spirit to renew
I'm ready to receive from You
Whatever it takes