Coat Of Arms black holes

Born with the world at my feet
Content with anything 'cause
Every part of me then held some identity
Punished myself for inconsistencies
Beyond, beyond my doing
Well I gave into pity's pull
And got lost in the heart of spite
So I built the blackest hole
To take me back in time
What I won were rare materials
That until now, Seemed to offer any value at all
If I knew then what I know now
I wouldn't have let myself
Myself drown out
Well I gave into pity's pull
And got lost in the heart of spite
So I built the blackest hole
To take me back in time
I only had myself to blame
I only had myself
You only have yourselves to blame
We only have ourselves
So take me back in time...
Well I gave into pity's pull
And got lost in the heart of spite
So I built the blackest hole
To take me back in time
Oh no! Take me back in time