Color Radio smile at a funeral

Thoughts chasing circles out into my head
Like cycles, laundry cycles
Birthday parties make me feel lethargic
I don’t know why
The day is grim, as dark as sin
I’m still a kid in a big suit with no clue
Wake up in the mornings, my emails are warnings
If i don’t get up, i may never get up...
Pass the gates, the stones we circulate
I feel closer now, close enough
Take it like you take a ticking time bomb
Honey you’re doing nothing wrong
The look on their faces, the tears running down
I don’t know why
Standing by a box with flowers and a cross
I don’t know why i’m enjoying it
Smile at a funeral