Color Theory hypothetically

It can get rough
Sometimes I dream horrible things
Just to try on how they might feel
To see what reactions
I can reveal
I want to know
What if I lost you
I want to know
What would it mean to me
If your life were threatened
Maybe a car crash
Maybe a plane
Maybe your heart stops
Maybe your brain
Would CPR in the ER trigger an SOS in my head
Bring my emotions
Back from the dead
I want to know
What if I lost you
I want to know
What would it mean to me
If your life were threatened
It goes without saying
I mean you no harm
Don’t let these musings
Cause you alarm
Still if I find my idle mind
Conjuring visions of distress
It’s an experiment
Only a test
I want to know
What if I lost you
I want to know
What would it mean to me
If your life were threatened
Yes, it’s morbid but
Do I still love you
I want to know
What would my future be
In a world without you
I want to know.