Communic watching it all disappear

I watch the tears fall down, all I see now is my pain
A pale face reflects in the mirror
Watching it all disappear, time flows but no on calls
To see if I'm here, still waiting
Watching it all disappear, time has spoken
Skin fades to pale gray
Days, turn to years
Ticking, watching it all disappear
I close my eyes but I still see
The dark past that haunts my sleep
Why can't they leave me alone?
I want it all to disappear, from memory
Want it all to disappear, I still see their shapes
Shadows that can't be defined
Turning around in circles
Broken, watching it all disappear
Diving deep into forever
Trying to keep this evil away
To survive and carry on the next day
Destroy this destructive instinct
Why can't they leave me alone?
Why? To live on in this empty void
Why? Wait, no one cares
Why can't they leave me alone?
Why? To return for another day
Diving deep into forever
Trying to keep this evil away
To survive and carry on to the next day
Destroy this destructive instinct
Watching it all disappear, time has spoken
Skin fades to pale gray
Days, turn to years, ticking
Want it all to disappear, I still see their shapes
Shadows that can't be defined
Turning around in circles
Broken, watching it all disappear
Taste this fragile piece of mind
And watch it fade to gray
If I could trade this pain away
For only one day