Community Center sleeping later

Well it's getting colder, I'm sleeping later
Every good decision, I make in anger
We are strangers (But I'm alone)
We were never in love
Sometimes I felt close
I'm not showered, why even bother?
I am disheveled and uncomfortable
The hours we lived for, guess they're all over
Now I stare at the ceiling, wait for the moon
Days in the planner run on forever
I'm dodging calls from my supervisor
And the cars outside, I swear they are louder
Now that I got nowhere to go
I saw your car outside
South three times
I was hoping it was stolen by a butterfly
You were stranded, but I'd imagine
You were working your magic
On someone like me
I will hold my head higher
Not wish it was underwater
Today is the day I pull myself together
And I haven't beeen drinking (Honestly)
That's just because of money
I haven't got any