Convictions brothers blood

Dear brother, It kills me to keep this inside
It kills me. It kills me to separate from you
Don't always assume the worst of me
If love is an extension of my own selfishness,
then I viewed you like a personal golden crown
They say family comes first, yet I've left you to the fields
To perish
I know I can't save you
I can't do this anymore
We are an endless war
Dear brother, I can't save you
Can't change your mind after all we've been through
All I ever wanted was to save your soul
Dear brother, what have we come to?
Forgive me now I just have to tell you
This love comes from the most sincere of places
Was it from mother's disconnection or the family's divorce?
I have no answers
Do you think they feel remorse?
Something's gotta give
Something's gotta change your mind