Can't close my eyes
Been in dark for so long
And I won't shut my mouth
Been silent for too many years
How could I sit back and watch
For a split second to just go by
Let go even for a day
It's same as if I killed myself now
Can't stop and I wont stop
Got no more time to lose
In a blink of an eye
world can turn
It will turn if so I choose
For every single time when
I was ready to explode
For every time I kept it in
Time to go off is now
Too many chances I have to take
Too many hits that I just can't miss
No more will I shorten my days
Too much to be said and done
But I can't say that I'm sorry
For all so called wasted years
There's time for everything
No use to shed any tears
No more will I give my time
To futile thoughts of self-doubt
This time shit is for real
This time my time is now