Costanza in the sun

In the mud in the sun I feel
Like Im trapped in the ice
Wanna get rid of my mind
Im really tired
But I cant sleep
Cant even breath
Im almost bleeding
Im licking
In the dark my weepings
In the mud in the sun Im almost sinking
In the sun I feel
Like Im trapped in the ice
Like a sweat in a bad dream
In a bad memory
In the sun I feel
Like Im trapped in the ice
Like a sweat in a bad dream
In a bad memory?