Disintegrating
In glazed eyes and red stains
Iâm thinking this has to be
The biggest case of âI told you soâ
I know Iâm being petty
But when Nellie turned and said,
âCanât say Dallas doesnât love youâ¦â
I almost laughed before you put your hand on my knee
To stop me,
Please stop me
Like I couldnât stop you
From disintegrating
The young woman you waved to
For that moment I hated you
I imagined you dead and that I was finally free
And thatâs when it happened
âDid I will it to happen?â
Was all I was thinking as I
Held your head in my hands
This is a tight sleeve,
The fucking engines of this plane are shrill
My lips are bloodless
Please, stop me
Please, stop me
Like I couldnât stop you
From disintegrating
The face of that young aid
Glancing back over LBJâs shoulder
I heard him say, âIâve got a sure-fire way to win a second term
Put a hit out on his wife
The sympathy vote would be a landslideâ?
You werenât really thinking that, were you?
Did you?
Were they killing you?
Or were they just missing me?
And if you were in my place
Would you beâ¦Disintegrating?
- :
- Notes Falling Slow
- Kennedy Suite
- Wilderness
- One Soul Now
- In The Time Before Llamas
- Open
- Rarities, B-Sides And Slow, Sad Waltzes
- The Trinity Sessions
- Black-Eyed Man
- Lay It Down
- Miles from Our Home
- Miscellaneous
- Pale Sun, Crescent Moon
- The Caution Horses
- The Trinity Session
- Whites off Earth Now!!
- At the End of Paths Taken
- Early 21st Century Blues
- Renmin Park
- Demons